Officially Master student

Siapa sangka budak bodoh dolok among the first yg ambik master

Hahahha .... 

Class start on 7.9

Seriously lom ada mood ..

Lekak tinggal gerek for lame excuse ..

Nak berubah ..

Sama jaklah ex aku ...

Jumpa org lain lupak aku ..

Kecuali MA ...

Satunya ex yg masih aku kawan ...

Miss u cayang ... 

Nektok aku dh bencik an kau gilak2 ...

Semua pic dh ku delet ..

Semua voice notes dh ku padam ..

Sumpsh ku jumoa kau ku tumbuk kau ..

Mainkan oerasaan org jak ..

Dendam aku tok ...

Kelak gago becarik aku udik ...

Tnggu jaklah pembalasan nya ...

Open table

Haaah..

ya bok kawan....

bok tukar status single...

dh ngajak open table..

Nampak gilak kawan pakai gembira ajak ..

Tapi xpa... 

We are young .... 

Stab stub stab stub .... 

Finally

Akhirnya ... 

sekali lagi aku knak tinggal 

kecewa .. Sedih .. Semualah ..

aku ingat aku berik hati dengan org yang betol ..

ternyata aku silap 

semoga kau bahagia mka ..... 

bahagia diatas kesedihan aku .... 

aku akan bncik kau ... 

Sedih.. Kecewa .. Terluka ...

denga lagu tok aku sampei nanges indah..
lagu tok nang best didengar dolok..
suka..
tp aku sik tauk maksudnya..
duhal lagu tok nang sangat sedih.. 
dan menyentuh hati ...

Without Word 

Should've ignored what I felt
What I felt deep in my heart
Coz now I don't even know
How to start letting you go
Oh yeah... 
It hurts so bad I can't explain
I should've just ran away
Beside you I just can't stay
Coz I know that we won't be
More than friends it's clear to see
Oh yeah... 
Coz in your heart is where she'll be
Without words you have shown me what love is
Without words your name is what my heart screams
It breaks me just to know that you really love her so
I'll try my best that it won't show
Without words you have made me much pain
Without words feels like I have drowned in the rain
And I was such a fool to believe that there was really you and me
Without saying a word
I'll pretend that I don't hear
My heart whenever you're near
And though it doesn't subside
Whenever our worlds collide
I know... 
Someday I'll learn to let you go
Without words you have shown me what love is
Without words your name is what my heart screams
It breaks me just to know that you really love her so
I'll try my best that it won't show
Without words you have made me much pain
Without words feels like I have drowned in the rain
And I was such a fool to believe that there was really you and me
Without a word I really don't know why
To you I'd never learn to say goodbye
Without words you have shown me what love is
Without words your name is what my heart screams
It breaks me just to know that you really love her so
I'll try my best that it won't show
Without words you have shown me what love is
Without words your name is what my heart screams
It breaks me just to know that you really love her so
I'll try my best that it won't show
Should've ignored what I felt
What I felt deep in my heart
Coz now I don't even know
How to start letting you go
Oh yeah... 
It hurts so bad I can't explain

Mcm selalu aku hanya dapat doakan supaya org pernah aku sayang akan bahagia...
Mungkin lepas tok aku akan single lebih lamak..
lebih dr setahun..
mungkin lepas habis master..
baru aku pikirkan pasal hati dan perasaan....
xdapat nak diungkap betapa kecewanya aku..

aku hanya layak hidup sendirian ...

Sekali Lagi ..

sekali agik aku dh berik hati dengan orang yang salah..
lepas lamak single...
akhirnya aku jatuh hati dengan org yang salah agik..
walaupun ny apaling sweet pernah aku jumpa..
tapi ....

aku kecewa..
kecewa tok paling sakit..
bila aku dituduh curang..
ada orang lain..
aku sik dapat terima..
sebab aku sik buat...
;'( ...
blog tok akan hadir setiap kali aku kecewa..
cuma ctok jak aku dapat luahkan kekecewaan aku ..

aku sik akan bencik kau..
kau ada hak nak menyintai menyayangi sesiapa pun ...
aku cuma hanya layak idup sendirian tanpa cinta...