.. Realize

.. yeah..
.. now im realize that..
.. when u in trouble..
.. ur love one will leave you..
.. so
.. learn from past..

never trust when people say "i LOVE u"

.. damn go to hell..
.. love just for
.. SEX n MONEY..
.. not more than that..
.. thankssss..

.. silent the best medicine

.. the best solution ..
.. just zipping my mouth..
.. coz ..

.. i'm afraid to saying something that might hurt you..'
.. lets me handle my own issue all alone..
.. even though its cause by you..
.. i rather choose to keep it silent rather than blame you..
.. i know ur final exam just around the corner..
.. so i will not disturb you..

.. i will always pray the best for you..

.. Sorry i'm not made of sugar, i'm not sweet enough for you 

.. i will keep my memory with you..
.. u r the most sweet person that i ever being in relation..
.. ;') ..
.. i will miss u my MA..
.. i know now u hate me..
.. serve me right..

.. FInal Goodbye??

.. remain silent
.. assume as FINAL GOOD BYE..
.. ;')
.. Be strong isz..

.. Graduation soon

.. finally..
.. 21 september 2012..
.. im eligible for 2012 graduation..
.. after 3 year hard work..
.. yeahhh..

.. BITCHHHH..
.. can u see my name there??

.. i made it..
.. now im Degree holder while..
.. most of my childhood n primary n secondary school struggle for their diploma n degree..
.. hahahahah..
.. evil laugh..

.. thinking for my master soon..
.. >.< ..

.. i miss my Bebek

.. dedicating this song to someone that i love the most ..
.. i miss u so much bebek..
.. ;'( 

.. Hei pujaan hati apa kabarmu
.. Ku harap kau baik-baik saja
.. Pujaan hati andai kau tahu
.. Ku sangat mencintai dirimu

.. Hei pujaan hati setiap malam
.. Aku berdoa kepada sang Tuhan

.. Berharap cintaku jadi kenyataan
.. Agar ku tenang meniti kehidupan

.. Mengapa kau tak membalas cintaku
.. Mengapa engkau abaikan rasaku
.. Ataukah mungkin hatimu membeku
.. Hingga kau tak pernah pedulikan aku

.. || Cobalah mengerti keadaanku ||
.. || Dan cobalah pahami keinginanku ||

.. --> Ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku
.. --> Lengkapi jalan cerita hidupku

.. Hei pujaan hati setiap malam
.. Aku berdoa kepada sang Tuhan
.. Berharap cintaku jadi kenyataan
.. Agar ku tenang meniti kehidupan

.. kmk redha dengan apa jak keputusan ktk kelak..

.. ;') 

.. xkira apa pun yang akan berlaku..

.. kmk akan tetap sayang kitak..

.. I think I'll be alright

.. had been more than a week.
.. we keep silent..
.. hummmm..
.. i guess
.. maybe u wont need me anymore..
.. it's okey..
.. I'm know that I'm just suite being alone..

.. n i already know..
.. from the beginning..
.. u don't love me..
.. never mind..
.. its just a good business ..
.. smile.. maggie..