.. Happy Birthday Isz

.. selamat hari jadi isz..
.. moga panjang umon n murah rezeki..
.. nak hayati 1 day as bday boy..

.. rasa nak nanges dh..
.. dh nanges pun..
.. MA wish juak..
.. ;'( ..
.. pretend to be happy..
.. first wish
.. n doakannya cepat jumpa pengganti n bahagia ..
.. Amin..
.. second wish bday..
.. moga dipermudahkan sambung Master Lepas tok..
.. AMin..

.. Step by Step

.. mulai esok..
.. nak membusykan diri dengan tugasaan dan kerja..
.. hehe..
.. i need some cash to pay my bills..
.. broadband, reload, Renew BIS n so on..
.. haiyo..

.. Deactivating mode soon

.. maybe after november..
.. i will deactivated all my social network account..
.. due to giving 100 % on my proposal for my ...........
.. hopefully..

.. ;')

.. Berhenti Berharap

.. ;'( ..
.. aku pernah ada 3 org jak gerek..
.. n aku rasa hubungan dapat bertahan lamak sebab aku selalu mengalah n memujuk..
.. cuma yg ke3..
.. aku sik pernah pujuk n mengalah..
.. ego aku tingi
.. walaupun aku rindu nya gilak2..
.. aku sik show..
.. mcm yg aku pernah buat an previous 2..

.. hummm..

.. kejamkah aku tok?
.. atau aku dh lemah maok mujuk n beharap org syg aku ..
.. seperti aku syg sidak..
.. xpalah..
.. biarlah kali tok..
.. aku sik akan mudah suka org..
.. sik akan mudah melayan chat mcm dolok..
.. n aku akan hidup dalam dunia aku cipta..
.. hidup dalam kenangan..
.. nasib ku sik deleted pic nya..
.. dapat ku rindu ku tangga gik..
.. FB nya aku sik maok tangga..
.. sebab aku belum dapat terima..
.. seandainya nya dh suka org lain..
.. n jadi milik org lain..
.. sebab nya madah nya da mcg org lain.
.. n aku hope org ya..
.. dapat buat nya bahagia..
.. senyum..
.. tetak..
.. sebab aku rindu senyum nya n kaco nya..
.. huhuhuhu...
.. ;'(

.. Graduation day..

.. officialy im ALumni of UNIMAS
.. most of pic im upload at FB..
.. haha..

.. 2.11.21 AM at the morning

.. already 2am..
.. yet i cant sleep..
.. so i decide to open my Mac..
.. n update blog..
.. topic??
.
. i cant think..
.. when i look to my bbm contact..
.. i will saw "bebek" group..
.. n i will see ur last status..
.. ;')
.. i know im not the one that u wish to have..
.. the one that u will care about..
.. maybe..
.. aku cuma syok kedirik spanjang perhubungan kita..
.. SS..
.. ;'(

.. obvious bah..
.. dr awal2 gik..
.. but keep trying to accepted the fact..
.. u still hurt with ur past love..
.. n im sorry im not good enough..
.. to be the right one to be love by you...
.. im sorry for everything..

.. Pre Graduation Pic

..

.. Pre Graduation

.. huhu..
.. cant upload any picture..
.. exceed my broadband..

.. for whole day..
.. im wearing fake smile device..
.. u can see im giving huge smile..
.. but deep inside..
.. no one will know..

.. ;'(

.. please..
.. for this time only..
.. ;'(

.. Karaokeing ur song

.. yeah..
.. spent almost 7 hours karaoke at K11..
.. awesome..
.. a bit tired dancing all the day..
.. Oppa Gangam Style choreography really drain my energy..
.. i pick most of ur song today..
.. hahah..
.. see how stupid i am..
.. im try to forget you..
.. yet im sing ur fav..
.. hahaha..

.. most of katy perry song..
.. yeah..
.. i really miss u..
.. October should be meaningful to me..
.. my birthday n convocation..
.. now i can wear the ring u give me..
.. suddenly it fit for me to wear

.. i had stop stalk ur FB since last week..
.. coz im really afraid to read something that will make me sad..
.. :'(

.. n i hope u will not remove me..
.. coz one day when im strong enough..
.. i will stalk u back..
.. where i can pray for you..
.. to have a better life..
.. n i wish u can find someone else that can make u fell different..

.. now im addicted with tweet when madam say adamlavige retweet..
.. damn..
.. im jealous..
.. so bye FB..
.. Hello twitter..

.. encik sepet rindu bebek ..

.. 09.09.12 early in morning ..

.. i had try to deleted all ur pic..
.. yet
.. i cant do it..
.. ;'(
.. and i know i will keep looking on it
.. ;')

.. for this time on..
.. i think its will took lots of effort..
.. try to forget every single thing that remind me of you..
.. maybe im to ego to say that i need you

.. yet..
.. im afraid im might hurt you..
.. im afraid I'll keep blaming you..
.. i choose to keep it all by myself
.. coz im afraid i will hurt you more..

.. n how i wish that u the one that lend me a shoulder for me to cry..

.. ;')

.. encik sepet .. 

p/s : i miss "chemong"..

.. Walk in different Path

.. 09.09.2012..

.. Wish..

.. safely arrive to KS
.. withdrawal all my saving for Convocation..
.. ;') ..
.. suppose for my master registration this Feb..
.. never mind..
.. i can apply for september..
.. hehe..

.. yet
.. at this moment..
.. i hope "they" will be okay before 14..
.. coz 14 bring lots of meaning for me..
.. ;'(
.. cross finger ..

.. how i wish
.. someone will be beside me..
.. to hug me..
.. n comfort me..
.. someone will lend me a shoulder..
.. for me to cry...


.. ;'(

.. Hurt

.. its hurt when people arguing ..
.. because of you..
.. im hurt..
.. they should not do that..
.. argh..

.. how i wish life is easy ..

.. Relakan

.. nanga post nya d FB..
.. tang happy jak..
.. okeylah ya..
.. ;')

.. me?
.. past few day..
.. okeylah..
.. kurang dh cdak ungkit incident yg change everything..
.. cause a box of cigarette jak bah..
.. an aku rasa aku dh ambik less that 10 batang jak..
.. sebab aku sik pandai gilak..
.. hahahaha..

.. apa gik ou?
.. perasaan aku..
.. of course masih ingat kat nya..
.. coz everynight  before sleep..
.. tangga pic nya dolok..
.. bongok keja aku bah..
.. haha..

.. and aku tauk..
.. it took lots of time and effort untuk lupakan kau bah..
.. tp apa boleh buat..
.. dh ya permintaan nya untuk "move on"
.. hope nya happy selalu..
.. miss gilak2 moment we spent together..

" Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen each other or the amount of time since you've talked . It's about the valuable memory that u will keep flashback when u miss him/her".    

.. Thinking of You

.. huhu..

.. ;') 

.. apa jak aku buat aku ingat dengan kau bah..

.. ingat senang ka nak lupakan kau..

.. aok..

.. ko dengar apa kau padah bah..

.. i learned to move on..

.. no matter how hard its will be..

.. no matter how difficult to get rid everything..

.. ;') 

.. kenaklah aku suka kau gilak2..

.. sedangkan kau biasa2 jak..

.. ;'( ..

.. sikpalah..

.. janji aku bahagia sekejap..

.. walaupun aku rasa bagi kau

.. aku hanya apa jaklah..

.. sik tauk nak pakai words apa..

.. hahaha..

.. ;') 

.. Silent

.. for past few day..
.. rarely online..
.. rarely posting in FB or twitter..
.. im just feel LOST..